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Bonjour! x
Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
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HELLO ERRBODY!
Ohmygawd. The last blog entry was October :O Can't believe that i would abandon my blog for long. I shall do a mini update here regarding my exam. :) Finally, i passed CLP! (It was 3 months ago thou). and i've been looking for a job since then, but then, it's so difficult to actually get a chance to go for interview. ohwell, i understand why do i not get one. my results aint that good, and my resume must be quite boring huh? Gotten a chance from Wong & Partners, but it got postponed till now, and i haven't gotten any reply yet. damn. i've been so worried, worried that no one is gonna hire me. :'( mum has been asking me about it, asking me when am i gonna go work. it annoys me most of the time. because i really dont know how to answer, and it makes me feel so uneasy, as i am already feeling so worried. well, hopefully they get back to me asap, so that i could at least know whether they gonna hire me or not. another thing is, i really dislike it whenever people ask me 'when are you gonna go work / what are you doing now' :| i know they might wanna know it genuinely, but then you know, it makes me feel uneasy. I'm sorry.
ohhkayyy. shall stop the ranting. now.
Been together with Kenneth for more than half a year, sometimes it feels like we just got together not long ago, but sometimes it feels like we got together for a very long time. Even though we've been together for quite a while, but then sometimes the insecurity feelings still kick in. well, it hurts. and i hate it when i have that feeling. it doesn't feel good at all. it sucks. We've been through quite a lot i would say. From having a lot of issues, having a lot of judgments from the outside, having a lot of arguments, to now being there for each other. it's been a great time, really. it hasn't been easy too. having to being judged by some people, being badmouthed by those who dont even know me. sometimes he amazed me, and surprised me by how persistent he is, and he has the ability to make me happy most of the time. I'm surprised how i wouldn't get bored seeing him everyday, maybe just yet. haha. xx
thats all for tonight. shall go to bed. g'night x
J.
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