Hello Readers ! 

Haven't updated my blog in so long. And i actually miss blogging so much! I dont know if I'm still being able to blog, but i will try. i have so much to update, but i dont think i have enough time to write everything out. 

Months passed by so quickly, and its nearly end of October already! Time flies too quickly, it scares me. 😖 Still remember how i've just entered CLP classes and also work at Butter + Beans @ OUG last year. and one year has already flew by. I dont think i've done anything meaningful within this one year time. but definitely, it was a good one year. :')

Im done with CLP exam last August, and results just released few days ago, and i was so scared i dont even dare to check it. i was so ignorant that i didn't even bother to find out the release date of the results. because I'm too scared of failure. i dont wanna face the fact that i might fail my exam. that morning, i woke up naturally, and it was just few minutes away from 8:30am, i've decided to just check it, whether passed or failed, it's already done, there's nothing that i could do to change the fact. and finally i typed in my IC number and firasat. the moment i saw i've gotten Conditional Pass, i was relieved. all i ever prayed for is just a conditional pass. i never thought that i could ever get it, because i really thought that i didn't put in much effort, definitely not as much as others did. and i really thought that i didnt do well in the exam, and i even thought of giving up half way through the exam. :') i really thank god for giving me another chance, even though I'm abit upset cause i didnt make it for the first attempt, but i think I'm lucky enough and thankful enough, as i dont think i deserve it. thank you god. :')

another two weeks of law books and notes, i shall give in my 100% this time. two weeks for me to prepare for one paper, shouldn't have any problems and difficulties. focus on the more important things first, put other things aside, and study hard! i must do it this time! 💪🏻

x,

J