27.10.14 // 10:40pm

It has been more than a month since last i updated my blog. Ohwell, been kinda busy for the past few weeks, work, study, hang out with friends, life has been good so far, but i got caught up with something that can be really disturbing at times. and i really dislike how it could affect me all day err day. it's somehow, very annoying as hell. I didn't know it could happen in my life, and i always thought that it will never happen to me, and even if it does, i won't get affected so easily. but truth is, i am now so dead, not only that, the biggest weakness of mine, was my mood. seriously, my mood for the entire week was affected, brr. which made me look like a idiot, an asshole who doesn't know how to back the eff off, and still crossing that fucking borderline, that i am not supposed to cross over. damn. 

well, as long as i keep telling myself, keep reminding myself of that borderline that I'm not supposed, and must not cross, i think i will be real fine. 

and yes, i did something cray again, gosh. Seriously what's wrong with me. 😒 Someone please slap me hard, for doing such unjustifiable thing. wtf. but i did not know about it when i did that. :(

forget about all those unhappy stuff, and today was one of the happiest days in my entire life, nonetheless. 27th October, i should really mark it down on my calendar! It wasn't something big, but just the release date of Taylor's latest album - 1989. I was kinda disappointed at her pre-release of new songs, like Welcome To New York & Out of the Woods, because these songs aint like her style at all. but today, after i've listened to her other songs in her new album, i fell in love with her once again! omg, seriously, how many times do i need to fall in love with her over and over again. she's so amazing! 

Basically every of her new songs are good! but there are always favourites right? haha. yepp, so for now, my favourites are Style, Shake It Off, Out of the Woods, Wildest Dreams, This Love & Clean. but my most favourites are Style & Clean. 

and i love this paragraph :

And, Josh already placed an order for me! omg, i am so freaking happy :) Thank you x 

Cant wait to get my hands on Taylor's latest album come December! xx

and, my tropical romper is here for collection! double the happiness. 

#MondayNoBlue ✌️

Alright, shall get myself onto the track again, did not study for the past week, and i am feeling super guilty! ugh. shall not procrastinate anymore. you gotta work harder fpl! :)))

Gotta ciao, au revoir mes amis. x

x,

J