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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
Changes.
It has been almost 5 months since i started working. another one month plus till go before i get back to study life. time flies really fast. i dont know if I'm gonna feel comfortable going back to study life, as it wouldn't be as fun or rather as good like last time. I used to have a really good study environment back in Taylor's College, Taylor's Lakeside and University of Reading. this time round, i gonna be studying at BAC. i dont know if I'm gonna like it, but whether i like it or not, i still gotta study there. It is the best college that KL could offer me. but well, it's gonna be another hard year for me, not to mention the super hard CLP, and also the stupid weekend classes. yepp, I'm gonna be really out of world, because I'm gonna miss out so much on the outing or parties or night out. when everybody else working on the weekdays, and meet up on the weekend, while I'm the odd one, studying during the weekends, and free on the weekdays haha. but i believe one year pass real fast, i just need to pass clp that's all.
and yes, today is a tuesday, and it's a public holiday! a day off at home, it was supposed to be a relaxing one, just wanna lie on bed, rest, blog, watch dramas, listen to songs, and not to have any thoughts or get annoyed by some random stuff. but u know what, things will never go the way u wanted them to, as always. this is annoying as hell. and my perfect one day off just gotta get ruined by some random annoying stuff. pfft. but anyway, i locked myself in my room now lol doing my own things. oh, the sun is shining to bright, and bringing on the heat! I'm sweating in my room even though the air-cond is on. it's still so freaking hot. dafug. fucked up weather, fucked up mood, fucked up world?
This world has been too cruel, i had some random thought ran through my mind last night when i was driving home from friend's place. yesterday was so tiring, because i had a literally long day out. from 8am till 1am. imagine that. lol. but it was still a good day indeed. ohwell, back to the topic. i realised, i've changed a lot. sometimes, i can be really ignorant, to some people, or some matters. i started not to be a nice person as i used to be, started not to care about some little stuffs that probably not my concern at all. like, i dont know. nowadays I'm self-centred. i only care about myself. sometimes, i seriously wanna show black face and ask them to freaking shut their fuck up. please do think about others' feeling before saying ur not-so-funny-shit-jokes. not funny at all. or rather, i dont know how to appreciate all your bullshits. obviously, different channel.
From the stuff i blog lately, it's very obvious that i changed. No?
I remember someone said this before, 'If you brag about yourself in front of your bff, i think something is wrong with you'. haha. it kinda hit on me, and i was thinking for quite some time, have i done that before? lolol. i dont remember :|
ohwell, people nowadays are really weird.
Btw, finally done uploading all the photos on FB. those long overdue photos.
'有些时候，有些人，会让你感到和他们相处时，很累.'
x,
J
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