Just gonna do a quick update before i off to bed. Well i had a really good weekend, during the past two weeks. I am feeling blessed for that. will update about it as soon as i have time for it :) work is getting busier lately, since one of my colleagues left the firm. and i am kind of a replacement for her. but i am still a newbie, not as experienced as her. i still make mistakes, which i feel really bad for making mistakes, and making my mentor to correct them for it, which is kinda wasting their time. i will try to be smart, and not to make too many mistakes alright. :/ 

Well, i should have guess it, but i dont know why did i feel so shocked when i saw it. like seriously, well, if it was someone else, i wouldn't be that mad, but it was her! why didn't you admit it at the first place? feel like giving them a hard slap right on their face the moment i saw the collage. and wanted to say 'fuck you bastard' right at his face. seriously feel like dropping him a message to tell him 'fuck you'. ohwell, i shouldn't be feeling this mad, but i am. once again proven that i was a fool. i blame myself for that. pfft. 

this kind of people doesn't worth a single thing, that doesn't worth my energy to be that mad. calm down lolol. 

note to self, live life with happiness, and smile more. anyway, i felt so much better after throwing bad words at my friend. lol. releasing anger right after make me so much better. 💁

and, water rationing is driving me crayy crayy. :/ i hate it so much! 

and you know what, was just reminiscing, and realise how time has passed by so freaking fast! still remember how i was stressing out for my finals at this time last year, and now i am on my gap year, working already. time flies too quickly, i dont even have time to stop, and think what have i done in the pass, dont even have time to stop and think, about the future. even till now, i feel like i just came back from the uk, but it has been almost 10 months since i came back from uk. how much i miss that place. how much i miss the peaceful life over there. how much i miss the freedom, and carefree days. 😌

such a random blog entry, i know. but well, was just releasing my anger and thoughts. i am perfectly fine. but at one second, i seriously thought of sending him the text. LOL. evil thought i know. but just because i was too nice back then, thats how i got hurt, and how people always took me for granted, and i just had enough of that. 😏

April - a busy month for me. I wanted to watch frozen long time ago, but i dont even have time for that. sigh. perhaps gonna postpone my movie marathon plan till May. :/ 

and yeah, some people just dont know how to appreciate and how to forgive. well, 'words can be forgiven, but can't be forgotten' yeap, its true, and i personally agree too. but there is always exceptions. well, i've done my part, and not like i didn't try. if thats your choice, i respect it. and dont blame me for not doing anything, i tried, but you pushed me away. I'm done. 

still holding some hope, please i beg you. 😢

thats all. till then.

x, 

J