Finally have some time to blog about myself. 15th Dec '13 marks the brand new journey of my life. It took me one month to make this decision, and i know it's the right choice for both of us. During this one month of being apart, I understand and notice a lot of things. A lot of issues, that couldn't be solved. Most of all, i realise, it was just a game. After all, i was just a toy. How hurtful right? But i never blame anyone, but myself, because i let someone to hurt me over and over again. Blame myself for being such a dummy. Anyway, everything is over now. I should move on, and look forward to better things in the future. But, after this, i wouldn't open up my heart like how i used to be anyway, wouldn't believe in someone's words that easily anymore. 

Sometimes i do ask myself, do i still love him? do i still miss him? do i still think of him? well, i really dont know. if i say i dont, it means that I'm lying. how i wish i could be cold-hearted enough to say, 'yes, i dont anymore' how i wish there is something in my mind to delete the memories right now.  they asked me, 'are you ok?' i answered 'yes, i am perfectly fine, it was one month ago'. but seriously, i am perfectly fine :)

deleted 200+ photos off my phone, but there is still a lot of notes which i dont feel like deleting, perhaps not now, but soon. then, all the memories gonna be locked up.