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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
Nobody.
Wanted to type in chinese words, but failed :/
well, having serious mood swing recently. it's really sitting in a roller coaster, going up and down. at this second, i was happy, but in the next second, i was really down. too many feelings in my heart, and i couldn't let it all out. sometimes, just feel like hugging someone and cry out loud, without him/her asking me anything, until i finish crying everything out. sometimes, just feel like being alone and hide under my blanket and cry out loud, cry every unhappy stuff out. and i did. that explains my puffy eyes. it has been quite some time since i cried like that. just because i could no longer hold my feelings, and tears anymore. i used to be a cry person. i used to cry a lot. until one point of time, i told myself, i have to be strong, and not everyone else see my weakness. but this time, i couldn't hide anymore. i talked to a few people, and i did feel relieve after telling them my issues, but it doesn't help completely. because the same old problem come again the next day. not only that, even after i told that particular person about our problem, he doesn't seem to care at all, and the same old problem repeat the next day. like wtf? what's the point of me voicing out my thoughts and feelings, and then the next day, everything remains the same?
Im gonna burst soon. Going mentally breakdown soon. I really dont want to live everyday like this, with doubts, unhappiness, and worries. after all, I'm just a nobody. ohwell.
g'night.
pooiling.
Labels: [daily update], [true feeling]