everything flashes in mind, and it feels like it was just yesterday that i left my home for the UK. how time has passed by so quickly. remember how i got homesick and all, complaining how tough it was to stay alone overseas, wanted to go home during breaks.. and now, realized i dont seem to belong to malaysia. how UK has changed me in just 9 months time. feeling kinda lifeless recently, like finally huh. two months holidays shall come to the end soon. and i should really take things seriously.
U know, i just want to say fuck it. fuck everything that makes me sad, makes me angry, and everything that disappoints me. enough of all the emotional issues, it's driving me crazy. i really dunno if im being reasonable whenever i get mad or disappointed. slowly i guess i'll be numb. lol. ohwell. life.
got worried for nothing. literally nothing. keep all the bullshits with yourself, dont say it out loud and let it become a joke. continue living in your wonderland. im not your alice.
