Bonjour! 

Just in the mood to do some blogging in this evening. weather is so freaking hot, and im gonna melt anytime soon. hide in my room with air-cond on, and enjoying some time alone blogging. everything seems fine, seems alright. but is that so? been back for a month, and really feel like going back to my comfy spot. i know this is so rare that someone wanna run away from home. but u will never know how i feel deep inside my heart. Yes, he went back to his country already, probably still in the plane or something, idk, or rather idc. few days back been thinking all the 'what ifs' but now, there is no more 'what ifs' haha. and i realised, i've grown mature in dealing with that kind of issues. i no longer hold any high expectation or hopes in it. perhaps i am just afraid, afraid of falling hard again. i've tired of waking up every morning, holding onto the same thing.. just thinking, perhaps we're not in each other's plans. ohwell.

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btw, my lawball dress aint here yet. ohwell. surprisingly im not kan jeong at all. maybe i've already expected it. haha. just gonna simply pick some decent dress from my wardrobe. no biggie. :) 

Been drooling looking at those pics posted on instagram, those afternoon teas and desserts :3 yummy! 

need to escape from this hectic city. :(

Give in or not to give in? 

Ps: it's really sad, if someone has that thought, perhaps that's the end that he or she shall see? 

'Trust is one of the keys to a successful relationship.'

pooiling.