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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
We're not broken, just bent ;
Results' finally out! :D another burden lifted off the shoulder, like seriously. has been living in fear, been so worried few months back, wondering what's my reaction gonna be if it happens that i fail my company. it would be the largest failure that i've ever had, and the largest scar in my life. you guys might not understand how i felt, and all you could said was 'dont worry, there's nothing you could do, just accept it, and do better next time'. there is no next time anymore. i know i couldnt put the blame on anyone, but myself. because it was me, to make that happen. but i really thank god. thank you god for making me through this, and thank you for let me make through this exam. i know i could have done better than this, if i'd put in more effort. but everything has over, what's done is done. of course, i still feel regretful for not putting in enough effort for RWC. but well. im already satisfied, thankful and grateful for what i've got for my undergrad law degree. and i deserved it. :) the next thing that i should focus on, is my one year break, and BPTC application. im not gonna let my BPTC application flopped again, as i have one year time for me to write good essays and statements. hopefully everything goes smoothly.
Been kinda emotional these days, just like sitting in a roller coaster. up and down. feeling extraordinarily tired, mentally. perhaps there is too much free time, that some thoughts just gonna run through my mind, without asking for my permission. haha. but yah, need to find something to do, to keep myself occupied. but the thought of going home soon, keeps me alive. cant wait to go home seriously, at least i could just drive my car out whenever i want, or whenever i feel like it. i miss those moments, where i could just blast my favourite musics, and just speed on highways, or drive as slow as i want. ahhh, cant wait to be back, and just drive my car out! alot of things that i wanna do. to go eat the food that i've been craving for months, like village park nasi lemak, daorae, steamboat, sushi zanmai, nando's, paddington pancake, plan b's red velvet cake, alexis' tiramisu, teppanyaki, ka hiong, ben's, high teaaaaaa ♥ and of course my mum's home cooked food. wanna go for indoor rock climbing too :) and my monthly routine, facial! sing k! and hair treatment :p
#np Begin Again - Taylor Swift // my all time favourite. :)
time to hit the sack. goodnight errbody :*
Never chase anyone. A person who appreciates you will always walk with you. |
pooiling.
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