look at my beautiful uni :) im gonna do this after my exam is over! cant wait till Wednesday, then freedom it is! YEAH. cant wait to do what i wanted to do all this while, cant wait to go to town, cant wait to go London for retail therapy! cant wait :))

speaking of my exam, i've screwed up my company law. no joke. :( too many unexpected surprises given by the lecturer, and heart attack during exam. sigh. i was so depressed about it, like seriously, got no mood at all for two days. but i know life still goes on, and i still have 2 more papers to go, i cant give up, and im not allowed to. I gotta hang in there, three more days. till freedom! :) stay positive! 

Cant wait to go home, cant wait to see him. even though we argued quite often, which i never thought we would, because im used to be having good temper, but recently, i realized, im not anymore haha. too easily get mad, and jealous over small things. perhaps im too sensitive? but yah. dunno if its me, or its normal, for those who are in ldr right now, to feel insecure once in a while. i guess it's the latter. hahaha. but yah, every argument bring us closer to each other. and i really hope this could last, as long. but years of ldr, unhealthy r/s, could we make it through? he said, have faith. but how long could we hold onto this? anyway, i have faith in everything we have right now, at least for now. x

Miss everyone back home. seriously, months of living oversea, not to say it's easy, nor hard. but, it's some experience that i wanted to go through. to me, it's really not easy. even though i have a bunch of good friends here with me, but when it comes to night, u'll still feel alone. feeling extra stress, without support from family, facing everything all alone. it sucks at time. but i still like this kinda life, although i still miss my family at times, hoping they're at my side, but sometimes being independent aint something bad right? time to grow up, i know sometimes there's this lil mummy girl inside my heart hahaha. but i know, i have to grow up, and face everything myself. :)

alright, time to get back to work. Aza fighting! 

pooiling.