the first thing came into mind when i woke up this afternoon was, 'oh, its his birthday'. Remember how it just automatically comes to my mind every year, and i'll just grab my phone and send him a birthday wish via text. but this year, dont think i could do it haha. but still wanna wish him, Happy Birthday my old friend. Remember how close we were back then, how we could share our thoughts and feelings, how we played around during high school, those memories, still flash in my mind once in a while. Regardless how things had changed, he is still one of my friends that i will never ever forget. anyway, just wanna wish him Happy Birthday, and may god bless him. :) 

Been waking up at around 1pm almost everyday, i know imma pig. i need a healthier lifestyle. ugh. i know i've been saying that im gonna hit the gym, blahhhh. hahahha ohwell. im gonna start doing that when i come back from Bath on wednesday alright, no more excuses :p Cant wait for tmr, need a getaway desperately. and London too :p heeee 

just read back some old blog posts, omg. i was too childish back then. but those memories, were too good. i wish i could go back to high school, go back to 8 years ago, start everything all over again. haha. even though there were some unhappy things happened, but there were still some laughters and joys that nothing else could ever replace. high school fights with friends, bitch about others, gossips, and everything. that possibly created who i am right now. haha maybe not. the biggest influence to me, should possibly be SAM. haha. ohwell. :)

:')

pooiling.