I'm finally done with my undergrad degree. Hopefully everything is gonna be alright. *fingerscrossed*

Had my employment paper last monday, thank god for the 'okay' paper. mood got so much better after sitting for that paper. a lot of 'what ifs' kicks in again before the exam. scared if there will be any surprises or heart attack given by the lecturer. but, thank god, the lecturers are nice to us. if not, i definitely will get bad mood, and couldnt focus on family law paper. Had my one last paper, family law last wednesday, which is two days after employment paper. it was kinda rushing, and i got so worried and panic. even though i have made my notes and studied for it before the exam started. but i've already forgotten all that i've studied previously. scared if there will be any surprises as well. but thank god for giving us four problem questions. :D mood damn good right after that. hehe. even though im done with the finals, but still, im still worried. worried if i couldnt pass my year 3, worried if i couldnt get 2:2, im not greedy, not asking for more. i just want 2:2. :/

just checked my bptc application, and finally cardiff rejected my application, so now left with BPP london, which i dont really feel like going there. got so upset about it, and this is my first time facing failure like this. i dunno what can i say, just feeling disappointed towards myself. but anyhow, i still gotta face it. lesson learnt. ohwell. so now, i gotta start planning for my so-called one year break. 

had too much issues these days. have taken these days to calm myself down. hopefully everything is gonna be alright. i cant bear any heart breaking issues anymore.