Taking a break from revision. it's so exhausting even though i didnt study as much as others do in a day. but i feel like my body is crashing anytime soon. and now, i feel like going home. i miss home, everyone, and him :/ So much more to study, but i just feel like slacking. everyday wake up at 11am, or sometimes 12pm, and hit the sack at around 2am. i know it's unhealthy to have this kind of lifestyle, but what to do, exam is in 10 days. i've no reason to not be nervous and worried. need someone to be here with me at times. feel so lonely in my flat, because I'm the only one here :/ flatmates coming back tmr  or the day after anyway. the kitchen is so gonna be in a disaster again, but its okay. because i wont be cooking anymore from next week onwards till exam is over. so, whatever. it's actually not a bad thing tho, at least there will be some noise in the flat, and i wont be that scared being alone in my flat anymore. :) 

these days, i found that myself get annoyed or offended quite easily. it's definitely my problem. i think I'm too sensitive or rather mean lol. i dunno, i feel like regardless what that person do will eventually offend me, if i dislike that person. i know I'm bad, in the sense that s/he never do anything really offensive, but i do feel offended. it's like, it was just a statement, but it just offends me. ohwell. 

Haven been to gym this two weeks, feel so guilty. but im just lazy, and giving excuse like 'oh its raining, oh today's wind too strong, oh exam is around the corner, all sorts of excuses. haha. but i will definitely hit the gym as often as possible after exam. because i have a target to hit. hahahahhaa. so, i need some inspirations! :)

Too many worries these days, i cant take it anymore. but the only thing i could do, is to face them. well. 

Cant wait to fly home, cant wait to hang out with friends, cant wait to see him x

pooiling.