12:40AM ;

Hi guys, gotta do some blogging before i off to bed. how's everyone? Havent really been contacting with my friends back in malaysia for quite some time. but ohwell. something that are better left unspoken. having a really packed schedule this week and next week. 11 days till the due date for RWC. and yet, i havent even write a single word yet. so many stuffs awaiting me, life as a third year law student. but thank god one thing off the list, handed in the application for inn finally, like one burden lifted off the shoulder. but so much more to do.. i hate this seriously. 

few days ago, i was kinda not in the mood. i dunno what happened to myself. but he could always lead me back to my way. he could always make me feel secure and safe. thank you baby, thanks for being able to understand and read my mind whenever i have some emotional issues. 

talked to wayne ytd, it was rather a good chatting session :) miss talking to friend like this, like u could really tell s/he anything without caring what he's gonna think about you. it's really good. 

that day when i was walking back home, something just came into my mind. i told him, i hardly trust promises anymore, and ask him not to give any promises, as i really couldnt believe in it. and i said, i wont promise you anything as well. LDR is really hard, i want to be committed to this r/s but somehow, i just cant be that committed in a long distance relationship. but i promise, i am serious in it. i told him, no matter what happen in life, im gonna go through all the hard times with him. and i meant it :) these days, i miss him a lot. i wish he could be here, sometimes. ILY x

enough of the rants, and time to back to work, or rather SLEEP. haha. 

pooiling.