Everything should just come to an end. 

it was indeed heartbreaking when i saw those words. Never knew it will hurt this much when i know that i did something hurtful to someone that i cared so much. perhaps, he never know, that i still care bout it deep down. that's why i got pissed off from the beginning. 

really wanted to text him, but better not. we might end up fighting again. 

so yah, long night. with all the thoughts and complication feelings. shall just hide them all under the blanket. and sleep them away. :'(

Ps, i was pissed, because i cared. 

pooiling.