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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
Be here.
Was talking on the phone with boo since 2:30am till 7:30am yesterday night. slept at around 8am then woke up at 11am. went for classes, then came back to do laundry. this is really exhausting and tiring. but surprisingly, i did not take any naps in the afternoon. and im still up at this hour, when im supposed to be in the bed.
something kicks in, and i was really not in the mood. been asking myself why did i choose the same path again. but i couldnt give myself an answer for it. Since i knew that it's gonna be a tough journey, why did i decide to be in the same path again? this is disturbing, very.
i know this is harmful to our relationship, but i started to think, did i make the right choice? :/ insecurity starts kicking in, not because of anyone else, but something that i personally could not take it.
He told me, he will walk me through the journey, hold me tightly, have faith, and will never ever leave me behind.
But i whispered in my heart, should i believe in all these sort of promises again?
brr, this is really annoying. i thought it would not affect me, but damn, it does. fuck.
pooiling.
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