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J.
3rd March
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Law student
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thoughts ;
I dunno what should i say, i just feel so bad. sorry for being so ignorant, was really having a bad mood swing. i was just being too sensitive, and i just hate to admit that i was kinda jealous, for no reason. but yah, something was wrong with me few days back. I chose not to talk, and asked for leaving me alone, just because i couldnt stand anymore. I just dont feel like telling, and so many things running through my mind, like what should i do, what works should i complete this week, and next week, what subj to study, etc.. i am so tired, mentally and physically worn out. my body is now officially collapsed. i feel so unwell, so feverish, my body is so heaty, having massive headache, i wanted to rest for one night, wanted to sleep, but guess what? i couldnt fall asleep. fml. maybe the weather, its so freaking hot these days. falling sick soon. ugh :(Karma is biting on my ass right now. i couldnt study, couldnt concentrate at all. i just feel like sleeping.
It was such a hard decision, but i made it. not regretting for making such a decision, and it is supposed to be like that. what could i do? :/
I know that I have got no right, and im not in a position, but i just did. tell me what should i do? im a human being, i have feelings too. Tell me how can one actually control his or her feelings? How to kill a feeling? :/
Keep reminding myself of the position im holding right now.
alright, i shall try to sleep. nights.
pooiling.
Labels: [daily update], [true feeling]