I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Hello guys! x

Last day of March, and here goes my favorite month. sigh :/ time flies real fast, one month till finals. brr. i feel so guilty for not studying this two days, like seriously :/ someone please motivate me. i couldnt study in the library, its so noisy, i couldnt focus at all. Same goes to starbucks :( but i couldnt study at home as well. get distracted too easily. tell me, how? :S

i've been sleeping so much lately. maybe i was just too tired? lol seriously #likeapig weih. :O

been discussing bout the accommodation with the lawmates these days, and kinda having some disputes. like i felt so sorry for not really expressing my opinions and stuff. but hope u guys wont mind for my decision. Mackinder's price has increased till 143 pounds per week, which it's not worth it. for that price, i could find a way better apartment in London. asked a few friends for opinions, and they said it's really expensive not worth it. cos its just READING. lol but yah, decided to go for St.George. i dunno, i really dunno. i dunno whether should i spend the money for comfy and nice room, or should i save the money, go for the shared bathroom apartment. for me, its really not a big deal, whether to have my own bathroom, or to share with others. as long as im staying with friends, then should be fine for me. :) ohwell, its RM 9k difference between Mackinder and St.George. lol. my dad he's okay with Mackinder, and its up to me to decide where i wanna stay. but yah, i shouldnt weigh some burden on my dad's shoulder, as im not necessarily to 'enjoy' my life over there, im there to study. lol should save that Rm9k for my europe trip. :p