i was a dumbass, no? maybe i should say, i am still a dumbass. ohwell, no one to be blamed for that. i would take all the blames on myself. its funny looking at myself, how i actually thought that i own it, but nope, it doesnt belong to me. L O L it was created out of boredom. funny right?
been through so many things, i seriously got no guts to go through heartbreak anymore, urm, maybe for now. i gotta say im fine, for now. i still miss my dog tho'
my life seems to be controlled by love, by people, by things around me. i dun think it's a good thing lol. definitely its not. ohwell. time to really do something about it. why would my life being controlled by others? :/
only if i can go 'outta sight, outta mind' ..
Ps: period came, got no mood to do anything. #die #fml
