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Bonjour! x
Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
Breakeven.
Hey all! i feel like having someone right now, to listen to me. my feelings have been contradicting, and it's killing me softly deep inside. ohwell. i feel kinda bad, to everything i've done, and everything that i've been thinking. i dunno. ahhhhhhh, this feeling aint good :(u know what, i always tend to be strong in front of everyone. tend to be calm whenever things happened. tend to tell others that we shouldnt do this or that when the r/s is over. i feel like im bullshitting lol. isnt it? :/
ohwell, i always tell one of my friends, that he shouldnt read the past conversations, but he always dont listen to me. HAHA. and now i am the one who doesnt listen to myself. farney -.-
my conscious mind told me not to do stupid things, be clear of what i want, and be clear of what im actually doing. i gotta be clear of everything. but the unconscious mind just somehow keep telling me that i should do things following my own heart, that i should do things that would make me happy. fuck this shit lah.
im so useless. fucking useless for being a friend like this. :(
Ps: i wish for nothing, but the best for you :)
pooiling.
Labels: [true feeling]