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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
no more ; not anymore
Hmm, it's 1:27am now. im so surprised that im still awake now. haha. i have to admit that im having mood swing right now. i off my fb chat, off my skype, off my msn. i just dun feel like talking to anyone. dun ask me what's wrong, im so pissed, that i could swallow a cow now! hmph.i found that myself was really stupid! how could i be that fucking stupid, and allow myself to continue being stupid? ugh. i really couldnt resist, whenever i come to it. it's like drug, and i just couldnt say no to it, whenever i come to it! i have to really stop addicted to it, and time to really stay myself away from it. :(
why would god treat me like this? i dunno why would i deserve all these shits? why would i have to bear with all these shits? why would i? :'(
u know what, i've talked to one of my friends, and i realized. and i found the truth, that i've been hiding all this while. the reality hit me so hard. and i could finally wake up from that beautiful nightmare.
time to pack my feeling up, and throw it away. it has been fucking 9 months! NINE MONTHS! i wonder how i pretended all this while, how i survived all this while. hmm, i must be a superwoman lol. wtfff.
time to sack out, and have my beauty sleep. throw away all the shits, good day ahead tmr! :)
Ps: my instant cam is here already. going to pick it up tmr! :))
pooiling.
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