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Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
Angel and devil
been really busy these days, but i somehow feel kinda empty, for no reason? lol people who understand me well, dont need me to tell/ write every single thing or feeling here. but yah, i kinda feel like i've changed a lot. someone said that people dont change. but how true this statement is? Does anyone think the same too? But seriously, to me, people do change. even i think that i've changed really a lot. frankly speaking, i was an innocent girl, who doesnt speak eff words, who doesnt know what sex is, who doesnt know what are those rude words mean, and doesnt know how to be mean and sarcastic.but now, i see myself clearly and thoroughly. i know im not that "good" girl anymore. i know how to say no to certain stuff, certain people. i know how to be sarcastic when it's time to be sarcastic. i know how to show my pissed off face to someone that i dislike. i sometimes kinda hate myself from being that evil, but i've got no choice.
sometimes when i think back, i ask myself a question, should i change my attitude? should i stop being mean and sarcastic? but my final answer is hell no! why treat people nicely when they dont? why letting people to take advantage of you and remain silent? why do we always have to be bullied by others? lol. but yah, just some thoughts lol.
i can be nice, i can be an angel; but i can be mean, and i can be sarcastic too :)
Ps: its just because of im not one of ur important friends anymore, i got it :) but this apply in my situation too, ur not one of my important friends anymore. :)
and one more thing, Dr.Markus seriously loves to call me during every international law lecture. pfft -.- i wonder whyyyyyy :/
pooiling.
Labels: [daily update], [true feeling]