I welcome you to my world
Bonjour! x
Bonjour! x
J.
3rd March
Pisces
Law student
Love foods, Desserts, & everything pretty
Summer Love
when the sky getting darker, it doesnt mean gonna rain.
u know, i just can feel how that someone felt. the suckish feeling. read someone's blog ytd, although im not in the exact situation as him, but i just feel bad. the sad and disappointed feeling, i just can feel it through his words. i kinda feel sad for him, #ohwellohwellnot everyone could understand, and not everyone could comment on it. we're outsiders, that shouldnt give opinion, although u might know a lil bit bout the whole situation. but how do u know whether its the real part of it? only the parties involved know the whole story. so others just shut the fuck up.
u know, im so lost right now. i started to afraid, started to panic. i dun even know which is right, and which is wrong. i dunno how to differentiate anymore. i wanted to run, run away from all the things i saw, and i heard. i told myself to not believe their words. but just when i thought about it, i think twice, thrice, all i got was, the lies. u know that fucking feeling? when u wanted urself to not believe those lies, but somehow, u just did. that's sucks right?
anyway, through his blogposts, i somehow just realized that i live my own life, i dun live for others. why would i need to care too much, when myself dun even care for my own feeling? aint it? why would i need to be upset when it comes to thing like this? i can just simply live my life way better than now, i can just be happy with friends around me. im pretty happy with my life now. (:
things have been happening, non-stop these days. i thought it has already come to the end, but why do u still needa take it out, and show everyone? is that wat u one? to bring up the attention? stop it, before its too late. things had over, and ur fucking living a new life now, just stop it!
Ps: i just dun feel good reminiscing the past, like i was being betrayed by my bff. how hurt was that right?
pooiling.
Labels: [daily update], [true feeling]