hanged out w dear yesterday @ Pavilion. Picked her up at 12pm and headed to Pavilion. Caught in a massive jam for an hour! wtf. it was supposed to be only 15 mins to reach, ended up need an hour. pfft. and i banged the lorry in front of me when we were stuck in the jam. thank god the lorry didnt realize cos i banged very softly to the bottom part of it. and thank god my car didnt dent in. or else, i'll cry like shit. :'( wanted to go levain for brunch, but no parking. ended up had our late lunch at Capricciosa. had our heart talk session the whole day, and also shopping lah. lol. didnt intend to buy anything, but end up buying the purple high waist skirt @ Zara. and i spotted a flats @ Zara! i wanna buy it weih. it's time to go shopping w mumsy lol.
went Charles & Keith @ Farenheit 88, cos dear wanna find the blue colour pumps w lace, but not selling anymore. i know she got so upset knowing that she couldnt get it. aww :'( ran out of time, and we chao at 5pm so that we wont stuck in the jam. camwhored in the car when we reached her house. lol girls.
our dress code of the day : Polka dots dress and braid :)
after dropping dear, then headed to Damansara Uptown to pick Darl CK up. caught in the jam as well. wonder wat happen yesterday, jam everywhere. after that, off we go the Wing's Cafe @ SS2 to have dins. stayed there till 11pm lol. enjoyed the food and musics as well. had a heart-talk session w her too :) we talked damn alot. and reminded me of the memories i had w him. i didnt feel any special or awkward. but i feel kinda alright when i talked about it. no more awkward feeling. i think i got through that already. :) sent her back then i went home. i dunno why, dun feel like speeding at all yesterday. and i drove slowly while i was on my way home. a lot of stuff running through my mind, and i feel like woah, my life. lol.
Ps: thanks for making me stronger. and i realized i was so wrong. im so sorry for everything that i did. ppl told me that i dun need to feel sorry. but nope. i was wrong, seriously. im not hoping that you're gonna forgive me or anything. but yah, im so sorry. :')
ur going back to canada today, i dunno whether ur already in the plane or wat. but i do hope that u'll be happy in the rest of ur life. before that, i secretly hope that i wont be seeing u at any random places or shopping mall. because i scared, dunno what response should i give and all. and i scared that u duwanna see me as well. it's understandable that u hate me, and dislike me. for everything that i did to u. before that, i kinda blame u that why would i deserved all those shit. but i slowly realized that i actually deserved all those upon what i did. u've all the right to put the blame on me. im so sorry, for real. i know it's useless to apologize and ask for forgiveness now. just hope that ur happy, work hard in ur studies and job. jiayou and good luck in everything. take care, and have a safe flight :)