I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

i dunno what the fuck is wrong w me today, woke up w the emo mode on. wtf. :(

woke up early today to go uni for contract revision class. was so sleepy and lazy, wanted to ditch my friends, but guilt pulled me outta my bed. sigh. i've been sleeping too much seriously -,- anyway, reached uni this early and had breakie w peytsyr. then started to do our so-called ilearn portfolio, but ended up fbing and twittering in the comp lab, lol #failed attended the contract class, and it was so boring, i can die. sleepiness keep distracting me, and i was fucking having mood swing. i seriously dunno what's wrong w me! :( had lunch then headed home.

was fucking down when i was driving home, keep singing in the car so that i wont fall asleep. but the songs just simply made me nearly shed a tear. wtf :/ i was thinking what has brought up to me these few months, and what had happened throughout the year, and everything. i just couldnt stop thinking, it has been a while since last i thought about it. everyday i fill up my day, so that i've got no extra time to think those unnecessary stuff, and those nonsense, but today i just simply cant. :/

anyway, randomly speaking, im so bored of driving. i wish i have a driver. lol

reached home and lied on the bed, everything keep running through my mind. ugh, i couldnt take it anymore! :( fuck it!

u know, one of the way to release ur anger or sadness, is put on ur shades, turn on the radio, and sing out loud when ur driving. so that ppl wont see ur tears lol. it works, ppl! :)