ohh, cant believe that i actually privatized my blog. but ohwell, nothing much. just feel like privatize it. didnt mean anything. but yah, i'll reopen it whenever i feel like. :)
been kinda emotional these days. i dunno why. maybe cause of some issues that i couldnt take it. just ignore me, alright.
i dunno lah. got fucked up. everything just dont go smooth. i always thought i could be tough, could strong whenever im depressed. i thought i dont need anyone by my side to make me happy. i thought i could pretend in front of anyone. in fact, i couldnt anymore. :'/
but yah, no more crying nights. no more tiring nights.
i can be tough, i can be strong, but with you it's not like that at all. -Wish you were here.
i dunno why, memories with you keep popping in my mind, i miss you more than how you thought im not.
how long do i need to take to get this shit over? :/
