is that the end that i've already seen? i dunno. we never talked these days. but even if we talk, our topic will still be the same, everyday. the insecure feeling keeps kicking in, and disturbed me for days. i couldnt take it anymore. i felt hurt, when u were asking me, "so ur dating juandy now?" that kinda feeling, damn pain. i felt sad, that we actually treated each other like that. being so cold to each other. whenever these kinda stuff happened, i knew it, and i started to feel insecure. is this normal? idk. i feel jealous actually, whenever i see pictures of u with other girls. i think im sensitive? yah, i am bah. i pretended to be happy, and go through it, and even forced myself not to look at the pictures, and not to view ur profile. and forced myself to believe that everything's gonna be alright. but no, i couldnt. everything got fucked up, i realized we're actually drifting apart, it's like everything started to fade off, how am i gonna tell myself that everything's gonna be alright soon, when nothing seems alright?
kinda feel like giving up since our last arguement. i feel sad, when i recall back all those words that u've told me. u asked me not to give up, u said im important in ur life, u asked me not to leave you. i do believe in every single word that u've told me.
i was telling myself that i should have trust and faith. but no, i dont have. :(
u said ur just too stressed, but i know u actually meant it, dont u?
i love you, i do. :'(
Tears always show the real you behind all the guard you put up.
